Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Fat

Today:
fast food TWICE! i never eat fast food!!!
i ate wayy too many cals too.
i dont even want to weigh myself...
stress sucks
i made my bfs leg go numb.
my sister and mom called me "dense" you look small but you're dense...
mom called me fatty.
can i get any more motivation today?
rest of today...no food
tomorrow...fast
thursday...light meals
friday...fast
saturday...only dinner  (omg hottub with friends saturday:[ )


somebody fast with me?  definatly helps me

love you girls
stay strong we can do this
xoxo

Sunday, April 10, 2011

Chocolate

I broke my fast today, a migrane while fasting was not enjoyable so when my boyfriend offered to make me breakfast I couldn't resist.
I, later, picked up candy for my sister (i had wayyy too much) hope i didn't undo my 2 days of fasting...i may have...
on the plus side it will be a LONG time before I want candy again!

But wow 2 days of fasting!  Before this ive only had one successful day (minus one chip)
I'm so excited & determined.

Tomorrow's food is planned:
breakfast-oatmeal
@ school-apple slices
after school- oatmeal
small portion of dinner
drinks: water, tea, diet coke

if im way up from where I got from the fast Tuesday will probably be a fast day
I love you all and I'm going to do this i promise<3
Get skinny with mee!!??(:

xoxo

Saturday, April 9, 2011

Fast

Day 1 of my fast-- sucessful! I swear my ana buddy is a life saver!
Day 2- Here we go.  Got a 2 liter of diet coke in case cravings start to get the best of me, this way i can avoid a binge. 

Yesterday morning: 119.1
this morning: 116.7

2.4 pounds lost in one day! Woohoo!
3 day fast. I can't wait to see where I weigh in on monday.  Maybe I'll break my usual 115 plateau and be right on track with my goals at 113.  Let's cross our fingers!

How's ur dieting going my loves?

Thursday, April 7, 2011

Binge.

why do i do this to myself?
i havnt hit my goals but i refuse to change them
i believe i should be 113 by monday
I need to be back on track by next week
fasting friday, saturday, sunday
bring it on!! im going to be skinny!!!
im not going to let myself down. im not going to let my boyfriend down. im not going to let my ana buddy down.
im going to do this just you wait and see.
one day ill see my photo in a thinspo<3
you with me girls? skinny this summer!!!

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